Again, for those of you who didnt figure it out, its my birthday. you may have noticed the quiet contemplative grimace on my face or the depressed and smashed look in my eye. i am, by all counts getting older and maybe even old. i worry that i will have to say a farewell to the leering looks of strange young women that, while unwarranted and unrequited, reminded me that i was attractive man. and it was freakin sweet!
those days are over and they were bound to end sooner or later. but this is a time for celebration and presents, so they say, and i thought about this for a long time and i have come to realize, i dont even really want gifts so much as i want ridiculous things i cant afford and now that being said, i want nothing really from any of my friends. im just happy to have my job and be working on my website again and i'm fairly comfortable as long as im at home, listening to music and playing WoW.
if you're reading this, you probably know me. so i just want to say thanks for being my friends or enemies. either way you bring enrichment to my life.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I kinda like being 30-something. I found recently that it wasn't my age that kept the guys from checking me out as I thought- it was my weight. When I lost 13lbs and felt more confident, I noticed the eyes watching me. (: